I used to complain why me.
Now I wonder why me, and why I have been blessed so much.
From Complaint to Wonder
There was a time when my prayers were complaints wrapped in questions: Why me? Why this hardship? Why this loss? The same words - "Why me?" - but spoken from a place of lack. Over time, gratitude gently shifted that question. Not into blind optimism, but into genuine wonder. The same words, but now they meant something different: Why me? Why have I been blessed so much? Why this beauty, this support, this grace - often without even noticing?
A Practice Before a Philosophy
My first encounter with gratitude wasn't spiritual. It was practical. Teachers and mentors encouraged me to write. Some days daily. Some days only when life felt uncertain. Those pages became a small sanctuary. Gratitude didn't remove difficulty. It steadied the mind. It softened the heart. It helped me see what still worked, what still held.
When Gratitude Learned to Speak
Later, I discovered that prayer is not about pleading, but alignment. Words, when spoken with sincerity, seem to move something within us, and sometimes beyond us. What began as private reflection slowly became language: prompts to write with, prayers to read aloud, metaphors borrowed from nature, our quiet teacher.
An Open Invitation
The Infinite Gratitude Project was born from this journey. Not as a destination, not as doctrine, but as a companion. These books are meant to be used. Returned to. Read aloud or written into. If a page feels too tender, skip it. Come back when your heart feels ready to turn the leaf.